2001-03-27 - 08:09 p.m.
The cool edge of the blade
Catches the light cast from a flickering candle
The light jumps and plays happily on the metal
It turns in my hand
The pressure begins slow and steady
The red shows around the blade
Slowly, now faster it runs
The heart beats faster
It flows steadily now..beautiful and free
It runs over the metal down the hand
The excruciating beautiful sensation rings through
My body relaxes
I control this, I start this exquisite pain
It is mine to end when I so choose
The gorgeous flow of red so beautiful
The piercing screaming blue pain fills me
I can feel this when I can feel nothing else
I can control this when I can control nothing else
There's a terrifying beauty to it
There's a horrifying amazing release
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